What helps y’all have fun in this game?

I know, weird question to ask, but look listen to me for a second.

Recently I’ve been trying to get back into the game and just, I don’t know. I mean, I’ve had days recently where I had fun, days where I went “fuck it we ball” and played like a man who thought/knew every action will be his last. Those were fun, and I try to get back into that mindset but it just doesn’t work. Either all my starting weapons suck or I get bored of a build or sometimes I just get hit literally once and immediately feel like the run was a waste, and I lose that momentum. I don’t know what it is, maybe I’m burnout, maybe it’s the adhd(I heard perfectionism was a symptom of that), maybe it’s because I was playing Terraria beforehand and am just struggling to keep up with the pace of the game, I don’t know, but it’s just hard to get back into that momentum now.

So please tell me, what helps you guys have fun in Dead Cells?