Hello. Just sudden deafness :(

Hello

I'm in my middle twenties. Yesterday morning I woke up without being able to listen from my left ear. I thought it was a morning thing but as the day progressed I couldn't hear the friction of my hands in my ear or a whisper from that side.

I went to a specialist. Sudden deafness, he said. Bad luck. I can't hear anything and I couldn't stop crying. The doctor said it is still early for a diagnosis and multiple studies have to be done in order to determine what made me deaf.

I'm so sad. And sadder that the last songs I heard from that side were from C.Tangana.

I just felt like sharing. No self pitying (i read the rules mods, just wanted to connect with someone in a similar situation than myself. My community is small)

I feel so lost and sad and alone. And deaf. Thanks everyone.

UPDATE: It’s a tumor. I have a schwannoma tumor