52 & alone

I have no real friendships any longer. I think my depression has pushed everyone away. I try to reach out to my friends but they seem to not really care. I think about ending my life everyday but I’m scared & have a little kitty that needs taking care of. Life has beat me down & now I find everything in life depressing. Not one thing makes me feel happy except sleep. I’m in therapy & taking medication but it’s not helping. I’m at the lowest point in my life & nobody really cares.