Sinusubok

Hi there! I'm new here and I just wanted to hear your thoughts.

Marami kasi akong nababasa in this reddit group about INC being a cult. I'm currently sinusubok and malapit na atang bautismuhan and I'm conflicted since I fell in love with a non-INC member. I really don't want anyone to convert for me kasi I know that it's a big life changer and I'm honestly thinking about leaving INC. Well to give background how I got here, I have a friend kasi na inakay ako nong time na hinang Hina Ako sa Dami ng problema. At that time, I actually feel at peace Naman and all the people that I meet sa kapilya nila is good people Naman. Dapat last year pa Ako bautisado kaso kasi may times talaga na di Ako sumasamba kasi I'm having second thoughts. Not really a religious person since Agnostic talaga Ako before.

Now that I fell in love with a non-INC member, sa sobrang conflicted ko, I even started to read the Bible online. I really love the guy that I fell in love with but I don't want to end my friendship with my friend. It's not like she's manipulating me to stay since she said na I deserve to follow my heart kasi marami na daw akong sacrifices but since kasalanan sa INC Ang umibig sa Taga sanlibutan, she will have to cut her connections with me which I don't really think na I can handle as well kasi matagal ko na siyang friend.

Before I get baptized sa Inc, I just wanted to know why INC is being called as a cult. I really want to know so I wanna hear your unbiased thoughts weather it's good or bad. I'm just lost at the moment sorry if magulo Ako hehe.