Fully molded auto axe just disappeared thanks Bethesda. 😞

Thanks Bethesda. I really appreciate your continued glitches and disappearing equipment. No I didn't drop it by accident. The guardian killed me and my fully modded electrified, furious pounders auto axe was no longer in my inventory once my game resumed snd teammates actually killed the en06 guardian. The issues with this game crashing and items just DISSAPEARING is getting very upsetting. Spend hours upon hours, grinding, searching vendors etc just for a very sought after weapon to vanish, gone. Definitely didn't drop it... just reassures why a subscription to this game isn't worth crap.. stay away. It's hot more bugs than a motel 6 bathroom..