I don’t feel gay

I was pan for a while but recently noticed i hadn’t really been attracted to anyone besides men, so tried out just using the gay label but the thing is that i don’t feel gay if that makes sense? like in my brain im just like “but you’re not gay, you’re straight”

like a bunch of people still call me a girl at school even though i look pretty masc, and maybe that contributes to it but i guess in my head i’m just not a guy? i’ve only really been trans for 6ish months, but am i the only one who just dosent feel gay or not really like truly a guy and you’re just kind of cosplaying as a guy if that makes sense 😭