getting my interests back slowly !!

i’m starting to get back into some more of my interests :-) anime was a huge part of my personality and core interests (i run a large tiktok account where i post about anime figures and plushies, i loved to cosplay, i loved to draw my favourite characters, i loved to talk to others about anime and manga and obviously consuming that content and being a part of fandoms) and at my worst and at the height of my ed i didn’t have an interest in any of that, i genuinley didn’t even enjoy it and trust me i tried so much but i realised it wasn’t me falling out of love with those things because of who i was changing into it was just the ed taking over me and my life. starting recovery has given me the energy to engage in my interests again, not all the way as i’m yet to cosplay or draw but ive been consuming a lot of anime content and im just really happy because i really missed binging anime and being interested in what i was watching and at the peak of my ed i only cared about food related content but that’s a bit boring to me now and i’d much rather watch what i’m interested in… idk im just happy :,) i wont lie recovery hasn’t been perfect? ive had some slip ups, ive not been 100 perfect but im trying to hold myself more accountable and im going to try push myself next week because ive just been in a comfortable spot but i realised its not helping me at all in the long run so no more of that even if i am eating foods im genuinely enjoying i need to switch it up and push myself further, and also my sleep has been AMAZING like its been so good, i struggled to sleep in the peak of my ed but ive been going to bed really early maybe at like 9-10pm and i naturally wake up, i dont even need an alarm, im just able to properly sleep and it’s making me really happy