Folks, am I wierd?

I'm 22M, a software engineer making close to 80k per month. I have a good life, but I'm ambitious. I don't have a great financial background and my parents are dependent on me. They can live by themselves, but cannot live a luxurious life. Luxury in their definition is having the ability to order food online, on Zepto and Zomato, 24 hours running water, booking cab etc. These were luxurious for me too, until I got this job last year. For instance, I studied in college from 2020 to 2024 and I booked my first ever cab/auto/bike only after I got my job in 2024. I'm preparing for MS and that too aiming for the top ones like Standord and Harvard. I'll fund myself and would never ask money from my parents in any which way.

That was a lil background. Now comes the main question, I look good, I'm financially independent, but I'm in an assumption that if I make a dating profile, I'll be distracted? I'm ina stage of ambivalence now. People say this is time to enjoy, and some say this is the time to put in the best of efforts. I never had a girlfriend till date (I'm not desparate though). I deliberately wear clothes that make me unattractive everyday to office, so that I don't get distracted. Also, even if I go on a date, I'm sure that if the women truly gets to know who I actually am, she'll leave me right away since I'm from a poor background.

Am I weird and overanalyzing stuff?

Edit: Thanks for all your opinions and view points, keep them coming. I've never had friends who gave opinions without being judgemental. It is quite surprising to see many interesting perspectives.

Edit2: I have positive view points already like https://www.youtube.com/shorts/fQJk-z6hIxM. I need critical ones.