BIBBILY BOBBILY SHEEPPPPP

So upset rn at the Bibilly Bobbily sheep situation, someone help. I found one in the wild at a part source back in December, but at the time had to chose to buy it or buy supplies to paint some Christmas gifts (as I was already broke from Christmas shopping). I gave it a kiss and said "another time" and left. First week of Jan I ordered one, got charged, and sent a confirmation email. 5 days ago, refunded, no email. I thought it was odd. That leaves us to now, the sites been sold out since then, and just yesterday boom, RETIRED. I've called every store in 100 miles of SGV, looked everywhere online. Help. Someone please help me find one, I don't care if it's used or horribly loved I will fix it, it looks like a childhood stuffed animal "sheepsheep" | have lost through moving houses over the years. I even called jellycats customer service line and though she said they had them in the warehouse, they could technically only sell the to stores placing orders, but not to me. Even though I had placed an order when they were in stock she said, well I can't open that link again so I still can't if you were refunded... The only one l've found is over $300 and I cannot defend that . I'll even pay for one from the UK at this point. Help!!

(I'm fully aware that I'm privileged and this is first world problem but l am still bothered by the wh v thing, and really do want one to satisfy my inner child 🥺) this is a repost form my post ont he main jellycat Reddit