i need an answer to this fast

So, i am seventeen turning eighteen in 21 days and i am bipolar and have gotten arrested twice for assault and criminal damage when i was withdrawing from marijuana and i got arrested when on september 5th 2024 and i spent five weeks at durango juvenile detention center where my court ordered psychiatric evaluation reccomended a behavioral health resedential facility where i went for 60 days and was supposed to be 90 days, and with this i was given a post-filing dismissal agreement where if i did the residential program and completed an anger management packet and write a letter of apology and 500 word essay the state of arizona would drop all my charges including from my first arrest, in the agreement it said if i used any drugs or alcohol the state now had the option to try me as an adult, upon coming out of treatment i smoked a laced blunt and overdosed and i have been smoking since, my mother spoke with my lawyer and she raised the concern about me being scared of going to jail/prison cuz i am terrified, someone please help me what could happen