Someone convince me to start my prescription …..

So I have MAJOR health anxiety and have been dealing with horrifying debilitating physical symptoms on and off for years now. It’s gotten to a point I can no longer function …. And my life feels like it’s falling apart and I’m losing control. I HATE medication, most of anything I’ve tried makes me even more ill so the thought of taking my Lexapro is SO hard for me. I already deal with chronic dizziness, vertigo, migraines, chronic body pain, and I just don’t know how I can handle tackling in anymore symptoms ….. I’ve read some of you have NO side effects at all. I wish that could be me because I need to get better but I’m just SO afraid to start.