Can someone convince me to start?

I work full time, and have 10 days off of work with nothing to do but chill at home. This is the perfect time to start but I’m TERRIFIED. I made the mistake of doom scrolling reviews for the past two weeks and now I’m trying to convince myself I don’t need the meds. But I have crippling anxiety, can’t drive far, can’t grocery shop, health anxiety, it’s hell. I need something but I’m too scared. How did you convince yourselves to start?

Holy shit- I just took my first dose. 🫠 I’m scared- I’ll update later