First oil painting idk what I just made

I tried doing some sort of style.. The texture is on purpose, tho I can't tell if I love it or hate it. It was more of an impulsive painting, since I've been overthinking about what to paint, how to paint, down to every little detail, so I just went "fuck it" and had fun with it for 1.5 hours. I feel like there is something I could change or add?