No where else to go

I was thriving financially before covid, Had savings, invested well, a family member asked me for 80,000 for closing funds and im very close with them so i said yes, they will pay it back on a monthly term, I said Okay

Fast forward to 2025, I have gotten $5000 back and my life is completely shattered, but it isnt their fault, it was mine, i held on to the idea that it was their fault as to why I was in the financial position that im in, my job REQUIRED me to be face to face with my clients, so i couldn’t work anymore during covid.

I am now in serious debt, my savings gone, credit score plummeted and im ready to stop blaming other people and fight for what i need. I dont have family i can go to so if there is anyone who reads this message just willing to hear me out, that would be appreciated! Would just be great to talk to someone more in depth about this