Guilt.

Edit: thank you all for the kind words and encouragement. I'm just having a hard time. She's my last living aunt and it hurts to watch her give up. She got diagnosed with lung cancer in January of this year.

My aunt is dying. Yesterday they gave her a week left. Tomorrow is my gender reveal. I feel selfish and guilty about wanting to do the gender reveal. We should be focusing on her. My cousin (her daughter) and my sister are the ones throwing me this reveal. They want to continue with planned but I don't know if I want to anymore. I feel like I shouldn't be happy about it right now. I feel like we shouldn't be doing it right now.