Im about to sound really ungrateful

I know this is going to sound really ungrateful but im shocked after Christmas. This year like every other year i write a list of things i want for Christmas so my family knows what i want, and like every year i put things i generally need. This year it consisted of a new tea steeper, some bed pillows because mine are flat and a couple other things, nothing crazy. I was shocked after Christmas to realize everyone ignored my list and instead i only got baby toys, baby clothes and other things that i would have expected to get at my baby shower and not Christmas. Of course im thankful to get gifts because theyre people that dont have family and recive nothing but i was just shocked that i didnt get a single thing for my self and i have a big family they just all gave me baby stuff. I know this sounds ungrateful and i dont want to tell anyone im dissapointed because of that but the truth is i am. It was like i wasnt even a person anymore and my entire personality was supposed to be that im having a baby. Did anyone else have this experience or am i just being selfish? I understand if some of you think im ungrateful but please understand where im coming from