This is very scary

Lately I've been finding myself weirdly attracted to Jerry. Like very unusual. I usually am very obsessive over Rick and shit...but these past few days just kept thinking about Jerry. I don't get it..He's stupid, I guess.. I have everything of Rick, my phone case, my blanket,my keys, my pfp..yet my mind is fixated on Season 6 episode 4 16:38..

Am I getting sick?? Am I dying of dementia?? What the hell going on with me.. Starting to get scared..