Not having a good day.

Not having a good day today.

Had a bit of an argument with my wife before dropping her off at work and have had a hard time keeping my daughter and myself calm. I just feel like my thoughts, opinions, and needs get invalidated on a daily basis, and when I’m having a hard time just getting through the day, and I try to take a moment to relax and try to make myself feel better, everything just crashes down.

I am also starting to hallucinate again. I keep hearing children laughing and crying, feeling bugs crawling up my skin, etc.

I am stressed, and I feel like my own family is disappointed in me, everyone is laughing at me, and I’m not sure what to even do at this point.

Schizophrenia really sucks.