Extremely manic. Invega injections

I get extremely manic about a week before I get my invega injections and it feels like the anger that boils up is just getting worse with each passing month and I’m not sure what to do. My doctor has told me to keep an eye on it.

My appointment is on the 13th but I feel like I’m waiting for someone to step on my toes so I can just let loose. I do not like feeling this way.