Feel so alone and out of touch with reality

I haven't met anyone else like me in person. It's like the whole world is a dream? Constant synchronicities and "coincidences". Weird out of body experiences and people looking at me like I'm some sort of anomaly. It's like this whole world is fake yet so real and being human isn't all about being human? What am I? What is this? I remember being normal but now my mind is mush! What the heck is going on? I know I'm the only one who can solve my own riddle but man this is odd.