Forgotten everything

5 years ago, I started learning tarot. I grasped and connected with the cards very quickly and was doing successful readings multiple times a day. 3 years ago I put the cards down, and didn’t pick them up again.

Over the summer, I decided to get back into it, assuming it would come back to me as it did a few years ago. I essentially cannot remember anything, from the cards meanings to how I would do my spreads. I’ve spent a good amount of time trying to re-learn, however none of the info stays with me and I’m back at square one.

It’s really upsetting me that I cannot connect to them like I used to. Is it a sign I should stop trying?