broken toe help

I'm a runner who broke her toe in Dec 8. It's a nondisplaced fracture on the 4th toe. I tried on closed toe shoes and can still feel dull pain.

I am convinced I will never run again nor be normal. I am close to selling all my shoes because I will never be able to wear them anymore.

I read so many stories on reddit about people with broken bones having chronic issues years after the fracture healing. And I am scared that is me. It seems so common to not recover properly. I'm 27 and I want to end my life because it already ended.