I'm losing my fucking mind

Our ride out on the 31st flaked, the ride we had out for the first just wanted a quicky from TB. Our friend that was supposed to come with us to Calgary ended up in the hospital yesterday... bad things come in threes they say, but we cant even hitch out cause the temperature is so low for this week that it legit life threatening to be outside over an hour...

Pray for me/send good vibes. If this shit goes on much longer idk what I'll do, but it'll be desperate and stupid probably.