Frustrated with my feelings

Please can I just vent. I've wanted a baby strongly for 2 years now, ever since my friends had a baby and I got to know her.

My partner wants pets and kids but only when we get a house, hopefully that's this year. But I just want a baby of my own really badly. I feel annoyed when people tell me 'it's not all rainbows' because I know it's not. But then other people accidentally have babies and some don't even care or look after them.

I feel exposed like I'm stupid for wanting this and it's out of reach. I know this sounds silly and dramatic and I need patience. But it's like my body is so drawn physically to this and I have no control and can't get to what I want. Hearing advice from people who already have kids is like a kick in the teeth. Like why do I have to always be the sensible one and wait for this and this and this.

I'm not sure if anyone relates or I just sound bad. I'm 26, nearly 27 so I know I have time but I just want to move our lives forward, I want to be a little family.