I hate my boobs

My mother is very causal about nudity. She’s been like that ever since I was young— I never found it odd. We would share clothes, get dressed in front of each other. I’ve seen my mother’s boobs. That’s not strange to me.

She had 4 children, so of course she looks different than me. But my sisters were raised the same way— I’ve gotten dressed in front of both of them, and vice versa. Still, there’s a notable difference between all of us.

Their breasts are round, shaped normally, placed normally. Mine are not. They’re situated at the edge of my torso, I can put my entire hand in the space between them. They’re also awkwardly sized— very top heavy, saggy, size B I think? Not sure. The areola is very large, around 2 inches (an inch of areola, nipple, another inch of areola). It takes about around 3/5ths of my boob.

I went on r/uglyboobs to try to feel better about myself— I saw a beautiful (her face is very pretty) lady with boobs similar to mine. I clicked on the comments.

‘You are a strange mixture: your tits don't seem to match your body, as if someone had put them there confusing one puzzle with another. Pretty face, beautiful eyes, good shape... but horrible tits’

Womp womp 🫠

Breast surgery has always been on my roster, but I suppose I’ll make it a higher priority.

I don’t understand why my sisters have good body’s while mine is not. I don’t know what I did wrong in life— if I ate badly as an adolescent or what. As is I cannot look at myself and see something that could ever be appealing.

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